msjewbooty: u know what’s really good? applesauce. it’s like all the flavor and wonderfulness of an apple except u dont have to do all that work and chew it or wash it and it comes in handy little containers that you can recycle and it even has a hint of cinnamon which makes it even better and it’s healthy i just really love applesauce
Scientists invent particles that let you live...
iheartchaos: Live without breathing? What sort of evil magic is this? Scientists at Boston Children’s Hospital have invented tiny oxygen-carrying particles, that when injected into the bloodstream, can provide sufficient oxygen to your body for as long as fifteen minutes in case of major respiratory failure. Read More
I tried to get my guitar to work, broke 3 strings,...
and to top it off I don’t leave the house. I don’t feel a need to leave. There’s nothing out there, nothing for me. I can’t go out. I can’t go skateboarding or running or disc golfing. Those things require that I have food to eat. Hell I tried to implement a work out regimen but after two days I didn’t have anymore food and couldn’t stop my body from...
where are those save the music type people?
I’m one of the most musically talented people I know (I don’t think so but everyone tells me so) and I don’t even have an instrument to play. Talk about wasted fucking talent. I can’t even listen to music because I have an uncontrollable urge to play music when I do. There is simply no other thing I care about in this world, nothing. I don’t care about movies, I...
I thought I saw a bobcat
it was just a normal cat. His name might have been bob but I doubt it. It was a cool cat. It would be nice if I could own a cat but I can not.
I will not apologize for wanting to kill myself
Life does not “work” for me and it doesn’t work for anyone around me. everyone tries their hardest and life just shovels more shit on them. My dreams are unattainable, out of reach and feel hopeless. How many days can I dig the same hole only for the rain to come and fill it back up again? Sooner or later the reason I began is clouded by the aggravation of nothing ever working...
my brother is smart but he's an idiot
You don’t leave Utorrent running when a) you’re not downloading anything and b) you’re not even home. Comcast does limit our monthly bandwidth allowance and leaving that shit running is like leaving the tap running, that is if the tap had a limited amount of water. Not a great analogy but that’s irrelevant. Also my brother doesn’t know I have a blog so this whole post...
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All I hear constantly is the static electric hum...
It is truly an unhealthy sound. It causes my brain confusion. I’ve begun to tire of these things that surround me, this constant static/electromagnet net that surrounds me and passes through me, disrupting my inner being. It is a part of the disharmony that we all live with but most disregard as commonplace, therefore acceptable. It is a part of the disharmony that keeps us separated...
what-i-see: كلما ازدادت ثقافة المرء ازداد بؤسه The wiser a human is, the more miserable he is.
jalapeno krunchers are seriously spicy
Like face sweating spicy. I might as well go eat some actual jalapenos now.
there is a tree behind my house that already has...
yes, red leaves, the kind that come in the Fall. Ecosystem is fucking up.
"Where we are is not where we were meant to be"
Like prisoners we are shackled to these lives we live, these towns where we are born, they dictate who we are and who we become but only if we let them. The world is such a vast and wonderful place yet we often live and die in the same place, breathing the same air, walking the same streets. Nothing ever changes not unless we change it. I’ve learned that much in my 25 years. Our beliefs...
there's some cat stuff going on, on my front porch
about five of them singing like small angry infants. my sister is scarred for life. The sound will undoubtedly give her nightmares.
fuck you dell!
and your shitty programs and drivers. There is nothing wrong with my printer/scanner but because of some driver related conflict it would act like it was broken. For one the program that came with it just scans for device, indefinitely, never finding it, even though other programs do. I’m not even trying to use their shitty ass program either, I use VueScan, there’s nothing better. ...
1.5 million pages of ancient text to be made...
iheartchaos: This week the University of Oxford and the Vatican announced a plan to collaborate in digitizing 1.5 million pages of rare and ancient texts, most dating from the 16th century or earlier. The project is expected to span about 4 years and was made possible by a donation of £2 million from the Polonsky Foundation. Read More
i really don’t want to wake up at 5 am to walk (presumably) down to the dhs for a walk-in meeting for food assistance but it’s quicker than filling out a written application which can take up to 10 days to get an interview and then another week to get the assistance, if approved. I guess if my brother gives me a ride like we arranged then I will go.